; Fame is th currency . Talk about me . ♥

2009-12-21T19:07:00.002+08:00

just read a qirl's bloq , who broke up w her Bf recently . thinkinq , perhaps it is better to say everythinq out . rmb th time at buqis ? you swore , one more time that i cauqht you lyinq there will be no more forever for us . &indeed , once aqain , after second chance , third chance &so on . aqain .

you asked me these few days to recall our happy memories . yeah , there are more recently i'll admit . yet , i dont forqet those days , when everyday at your house will end up in a shoutinq match , me cryinq like nobody's business . callinq my friends everyday , not understandinq where did i do wronq . it was hell .

it wasnt what you say ,
it's what you did that's hurtinq you .

when i told you i'd wait for you durinq ns , i truly meant it . but i realised . once you're away , those shitty memories come rushinq back to th surface . &all i wanna do , is forqet them . so on one bored eveninq i loqqed into your email account , that pretty much spelt out what will happen next .

i truly hope that we still can be friends ( thouqh i still dont dare to msq you ) . hope that you will stay th way you have chanqed , &treat your next Gf equally well .

this may be th last time i bloq here . chanqinq bloq .

2009-12-21T16:18:00.001+08:00

everythinq's chanqed ,
everythinq's different .
you were not how you promised to be .
it should be fate ,
to have this endinq .

maybe qood in a way ,
we should always be sober .
not lost in dreams .
you're ~~not~~ th one , i quess ..

2009-12-09T14:06:00.000+08:00

damn it , lost my vcd of taiwanese drama - 转角遇到爱 . ):

baby♥ qoinq in ns on friday . ): (L)

2009-11-30T10:12:00.002+08:00

watched new moon w baby♥ . it was fantastic ! better than th first one . :D

exams are finally over today ! wheets ! doinq lasik later . more updates next time ..

2009-11-26T20:14:00.001+08:00

happy 5th month , baby♥ .

2009-11-12T12:39:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry for th times i left you home
i was on th road &you were alone
i'm sorry for th times i had to qo
i'm sorry for th fact that i didnt kno
that you were just sittinq home just wishinq we
could qo back to when it was just you &me
i'm sorry for th times i would neqlect
i'm sorry for th times i disrespect

this , is what i kno will never happen w me &baby♥ .

ystd baby♥ dota , then this quy ProNuby or sth . freakinq kp . at first their team winninq . then he fuckinq ql . keep suaninq baby♥'s team . then he use alot of chim words . however .. he use all wronqly . like what " no lack of ferocity " . hello ? you want suan people i thouqht should be lack of ferocity ? this th only one i rmb . then baby♥'s team win . quarrel in qame until dl alr . ask him come out talk . then at room 8 , nobody help him . all help baby♥ . then he from usinq chim words to low-slunq insults &vulqarities . please la so lame . what stoop to my level . i didnt even hurl vulqarities at him please ? then th pk . baby♥ so anqry until cannot focus . :/ whatever th case , just dont let me kno who are you real life . so ql behind com , zabor jio you out you scared ? LOL . plus he keep usinq his NS LIFE . like , hello ? every quy will qo throuqh that *duh* . nth to be proud about . motherfucker ! i was so pissed that i couldnt sleep when i was tired .

have to qo chionq my lit work to pass up for tmr liao . baby♥ , ily ~ dont worry darlinq , i'll never leave you . no matter how sometimes we arque , you kno you're th one in my heart . [: you treat me qood , i can see . loves -

2009-11-10T19:34:00.003+08:00

because , you're th only one that said you'll chanqe , &you did .

met baby♥ at 6+ for our mac's breakfast . cos i super lonq didnt eat . yummy . cant finish th pancakes thouqh . went back baby♥'s house &watched show , till he fell asleep . cos he whole niqht dota ! lols . went to vjc for maths . ALMOST FREAKING LATE . thouqht at th hall &turned out at 4th floor . went wronq classroom even . finally settled down to do my paper .

it was damn fantastic . what i studied came out , &what i didnt even kno it existed came out too . think if i just pass i v henq alr . so left a quarter to four . no point nua inside ma . missed 31 , so cabbed to his house . damn suei . th taxi driver damn noob at directions . then drivinq like shit . was considerinq not to pay him , but too tired mentally to care .

2009-10-26T17:11:00.002+08:00

Happy four months baby♥ .
:D

after qoinq throuqh so many obstacles &we're still tqt , this just proves sth isnt it ? lols .

ystd early morninq came baby♥'s house . watch movies etc . then he fell asleep at 4+ . tell me lie down awhile jiu wake up . so i brouqht th doqs down for a walk . come up use com everythinq till 6+ . he damn zai . sleep until stomach pain . sommore pain until damn jialat type . i see him liddat until cry sia . even called his mother . thouqht his mum will come &brinq him qo see doctor . but she didnt . nvm .. cant expect much anw . on off baby♥ wake up , keep sayanq &pettinq him to sleep . hummed lullabies too . about 8+ baby♥ woke up , cooked maqqie mee eat w me before sendinq me home .

baby♥ , i truly love you a lot a lot . [: dont forqet you told me w your first ns paycheck qo buy couple rinq okay ! this rinq will be esp meaninqful , cos its his first couple rinq . even w his previous ex he didnt have one . hahaha . damn happy w you , love .

2009-10-25T15:42:00.005+08:00

i'm so tired of beinq here
suppressed by all my childish fears
&if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cos your presence still linqers here
&it wont leave me alone

2009-10-22T12:26:00.004+08:00

you make me wanna call you in th middle of th niqht ,
you make me wanna hold you till th morninq liqht ,
you make me wanna love , you make me wanna fall ,
you make me wanna surrender my soul .
i kno this is a feelinq that i just can't fiqht ,
you're th first &last thinq on my mind ,
you make me wanna love , you make me wanna fall ,
you make me wanna surrender my soul .

had a talk w baby♥ ystd niqht . cleared up losta stuff .

baby♥ , you may had others who treated you well before , but they came to you at a wronq time when you didnt kno how to cherish th people around you . now fate has brouqht us tqt , i'll love &treasure you all th way . i kno you're upset about th baby . me too . but as you've said , next time also can have riqht . [: dont you worry , i'll wait for you durinq ns . dont think so much alriqht ? you kno you're th one i love .

2009-10-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

在屋顶唱着你的歌
在屋顶和我爱的人
让星星点缀成
最浪漫的夜晚
拥抱这时刻这一分一秒全都停止
爱开始纠结

2009-10-17T18:34:00.003+08:00

( wake me up ) wake me up inside
( i cant wake up ) wake me up inside
( save me ) call my name &save me from th dark
( wake me up ) bid my blood to run
( i cant wake up ) before i come undone
( save me ) save me from th nothinq i've become

had a tiff w baby♥ ystd . quite biq quarrel , but nth serious . cos i was over panicky i quess . sorry baby♥ . ):

2009-10-15T12:17:00.004+08:00

he knelt to th qround &pulled out a rinq
&said ,
marry me Juliet , you'll never have to be alone
i love you &that's all i really kno
i talked to your dad , qo pick out a white dress
it's a love story , baby just say yes

steamboat dinner at Moon's house ystd . cabbed to funan to fix baby♥'s com before cabbinq to her house . Ivan , Peter were also there . played , or rather should i say , watched them play a few rounds of mahjonq before cabbinq home .

2009-10-13T12:16:00.004+08:00

i qot tired of waitinq
wonderinq if you were ever come around
my faith in you was fadinq
when i met you on th outskirts of town
&i said ,
Romeo save me , i've been feelinq so alone
i keep waitinq for you but you never come
is this in my head , i dont kno what to think

2009-10-10T16:48:00.002+08:00

&i said ,
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i'll be waitinq , all that's left to do is run
you'll be th prince &i'll be th princess
it's a love story , baby , just say yes

weekend finally ! came v early to baby♥'s house . watched a couple of movies , breakinq in between for lunch . now he's sleepinq . qonna study econs soon .

baby♥ , i kno you're feelinq ~~insecure~~ these days . but dont worry , i assure you my feelinqs for you is true . [: dont think too much . love you , muacks .

2009-10-07T20:51:00.003+08:00

i love rock &roll , cos it soothes my soul yeah .

exams approachinq , busy these days . alot to think about too . just found out today poa would be ~~harder~~ than i expected . stressed . Moon.JIE also need to jy . now preqnant then still need to take olvls .. jy jie ! planninq after exams do lots of stuff .

: lasik
: tattoo eyebrow
: eyebrow piercinq
: eyelash extension

HAHA . busy busy busy . most prob workinq sales too . shall work hard . planninq to open shop sellinq clothes etc . qive ideas what to sell . [:

baby♥ now clearinq up th room . look so much cleaner now . baby♥ , if want take olvls must study hard okay ? love you , muacks . 260609 , 1955

2009-09-29T19:01:00.005+08:00

rmb th first time we met ?
you told me it was meant to be ,
that love would brinq us back
to where we're supposed to be .

qrats Moon.JIE ! haha i'm sure she's v happy to confirm that her child is a son . :D:D 直觉 v zhun . cant wait for th arrival of Lee Kai Lonq . [:

2009-09-28T12:36:00.004+08:00

i'll never break your heart ,
i'll never make you cry .
i'd rather die , than live without you .
i'll qive you all of me ,
honey that's no lie .

i dont like th feelinq of doubt . i dont like th feelinq when you thouqht it is supposed to be this way , &straiqht away th next day you realised you're duped . you have no confirmation . everythinq is in qrey . for rs esp , i prefer thinqs to be in black &white . simpler , isnt it ?

2009-09-26T17:57:00.002+08:00

happy three months baby♥ .

time seems to fly past ; it doesnt feel like 3months isnt it ? hope that we will be tqt till th end . [: love you alot . kno that you've chanqed alot for me , temper etc . i will never leave you , promise . zhi ai ni yi qe .

xiao yi drove me &baby♥ to seranqoon north settle sth then to funan qet back com . haha now baby♥ happy alr la , at niqht wont bored cannot dota le .

2009-09-24T12:05:00.003+08:00

what are th four letters a thief is scared of ?
ans : oicu . [ oh , i see you . ]

th day before , went baby♥'s house . had a sliqht discomfort at stomach but didnt think much of it . watched a movie then decided to qo home earlier to study . on th way home , stomach became freakinq pain . reached home at 7.40 &imm went to rest . woke up at around 7 . thouqh i still did wake up every couple of hours , this is th lonqest time i ever rested + slept . this shows what a stomachache can do to you ..

2more days to 3months . happy that thinqs btw us is v okay . sweet , lovinq , no quarrels etc . haha ily baby♥ . [: no matter what .. you'll have me by your side . ily !
260609 , 1955 .

2009-09-20T06:09:00.004+08:00

after i received your text , i couldnt sleep alr . all that i said , which was just a day aqain , happeninq aqain . not really sure what do i actually mean to you . yes , obviously you say you really love me etc . yet , th actions dont match your words .

you told me once action speak louder than words . do you still rmb ? so what are you tryinq to tell me now ? or aqain , due to finance factor , thus your behaviour ?

i really want to be always there for you . never to leave you . yet when you do such inconsiderate thinqs .. you really make me doubt if i'm makinq th riqht choice .

2009-09-18T16:50:00.003+08:00

i'm not sure what i'm feelinq . ystd , i felt my love , my position in your heart that it is important to you . however . how to trust ? how to believe ? i'm so afraid .. of th thinqs that once happened . that you did to her before . i really dont wish to see it .

all your promises .. please mean it . &be different w other quys who make empty promises . fulfil it .

" ok ! i really love you alot . i am sorry about th past . dont brinq up th past le ar ! wo ai ni alot ! " 29auq , 6.24am . when we patch . i still keep th msq .

baby♥ , ily . 260609 ; 19.55 .

2009-09-17T21:11:00.003+08:00

really sad riqht now . you dk how to treat a qirl . you dk how qirls will feel . all that i've done , just cos i love you . cant you qive me th security i need ? that you love me more than you loved her ? treat me better than what a Bf basically needs to do ? you dont understand qirls .

dont want to quarrel w you . dont want see you fed up . yet i want you to treat me better . have better qoals in life . is that too much to ask ? i quess so .

2009-09-16T19:12:00.002+08:00

sometimes i feel its riqht , yet sometimes i feel so pissed off . all th thinqs i do is just willinqly for him , yet he dont understand . it isnt like i petty or what . i will never kno how to explain that feelinq to him .

~~maybe we dont understand each other v well .~~

2009-09-06T10:53:00.001+08:00

ystd , came to baby♥'s house . used fb till baby♥ woke up . then he qo buy lunch for me . [: watched our drama till 6+ , then went to meet MeiGwan &Res at kallanq . bus-ed to leisure park where we met MeiLin &Simon . had pasta for dinner . sadly baby♥ didnt really like it . ):

next , is arcade time ! haha had a blast man . baby♥ also tried to catch stitch for me , but cannot . stupid baby♥ tell him dont waste money le . aftermath , Simon sent us home . thanks uncle !

baby♥ , dont think about th past le . now you have my by your side what . [: i'll walk with you . so just look forward to th future kay ? last time dont kno how to think , now kno can le . ily baby♥ .

2009-09-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday baby♥ on your 18th birthday ,
&Gary on your 19th birthday !

baby♥ was really irritatinq this morninq . keep sayinq i like v secretive . then i qot damn pissed off . i'm in th middle of a lesson ! what secretive !

haha then after class chionq over to parkway to pick up my cake . swensens service really slow , i must say . while waitinq , went minitoons to see qot present can buy for baby♥ not . saw this really cute monkey holdinq a heart sayinq i love you . so bouqht it . lied to baby♥ i'm still havinq lessons &cabbed to baby♥'s house .

saw th mother downstairs , &she qo call him . ._. cos he at bus stop waitinq for me . but i wanted to qo up prepare everythinq first . anw , baby♥ came up , keep qrinninq to himself like a fool . =p cut cake &etc , then watch our show . wanted throw another surprise with his friends , but i think they died .

baby♥ , hope that this birthday would be your most memorable one for now . never bouqht a cake or present for anybody before , so be touched ! ily . [:

2009-09-01T16:16:00.004+08:00

happy teacher's day !
to all th people in th most respected profession , thanks for all th knowledqe you have shared with us . have a qreat day today !

a couple of days aqo , my phone went sot . was at livinq room watchinq tv with baby♥ . come back room , realised my phone had been sendinq empty msqes &recordinqs to people . luckily halfway qot sendinq failed , if not alot of people will text me huh ?
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movie with baby♥ these 2days .

th day before , watched th proposal with baby♥ at leisure . v nice , v funny . almost at th end , MeiGwan sister called . apparently she &Res quarrel . anw , couples where qot qe ye chou ? haha okay jiu hao . sister , jy with your this job !

ystd , baby♥ came parkway to find me , to watch movie . JunJianq , Jennifer , Yoevan , Benja all went tqt . Allen was supposed to come , but he qot tuition at 10 . headed to vivo .

HAHA th journey was supposed to be ~1hour , yet we reached within 30mins . went to wander around . saw qot sale on some books , wanted buy my sister's keeper . but dont have . ): ate at kopitiam , then up for our movie ! G.I. Joe . around 2hours 15mins . really damn nice okay . seriously . th qirl damn chio also . but some parts i hide , esp when qot injection . cos like damn pain . >< then baby♥ keep lauqhinq at me . >< after movie , all went home . walkinq to bus stop , baby♥ then tell me he actually all th while stomach pain .

no wonder find he weird weird ! silly quy , dont want spoil my mood . cos he kno i movie freak . love you la baby♥ . <3 baby♥ sent me home .

now at baby♥'s house . no lessons today , so can accompany him qo report at bedok hq . went to eat at bedok interchanqe before headinq back . at th interchanqe , saw 1 siao qinna . this old malay quy spit at th floor , then i look at him . he imm kpkb what we xio qan or sth . at first is baby♥ v relaxed &i hot . then i damn dulan alr keep sayinq him .

who kno baby♥ suddenly damn hot , wanted whack th quy . th quy like scared liao started to back away . then i pull baby♥ away . now baby♥ too tired sleepinq lol . of course la ! these few days 6 , 7+ jiu wake up le . you think you like me so zai ah . :/

sat qoinq baby♥'s biao qe house , cos th baby man yue . [:

2009-08-30T14:09:00.003+08:00

went baby♥'s house . baby♥ these 2days like really chanqe liao wor ! woke up damn early . lols sure th aunts all v surprised .

bouqht breakfast for th family &watch our tanq xin fenq bao . haha when exam over i qonna watch all over aqain . :D

qoinq to watch th proposal soon at kallanq leisure . wheets ! i love baby♥ . <3

ps .
RES . i hate you man ! all your fault . our precise planninq for sat was ruined . ): lonqinq for my pasta .. saturday , date niqht ! miss my brother &sisters ~

2009-08-28T15:56:00.004+08:00

its really th end . ystd , you hurt me aqain . cried . thanks MeiGwan sister accompany me talk on phone for 2hours+ till 2am or so . i really qive up .

i thouqht that when you love someone , you should treat th person wholeheartedly , & hurt th person ?

ystd , i was talkinq to Fifi . apparently . all that Ah Di tell me is bullshit . they didnt just knew each other . they kno each other for about a year . that day when i saw her msq , they were supposed to meet for lunch . but he couldnt wake up , so he didnt qo .

when i found out , i couldnt describe my emotions .. was really disappointed , yet more of disbelief . couldnt believe it . yet , he was defensive &arqued that at least he didnt qo . but that isnt th point . cos if he could have woken up he would have went . all alonq everytime we quarrel , he would say at least he only flirt online , never qo meet them . so if that day he could wake up , how ?

&to save himself , by sacrificinq another's reputation ..

everytime i talk to a quy on msn , he would qet pissed off . it doesnt matter that my conversations are all there , provinq i qot nth to hide . yet he never dares to qo online when i'm around .

just now , dk fate or what . my teacher was talkinq about quys , & their lack of honesty . forqive or forqet . idk . you tell me .

all that i've done for you , you should kno . i've qiven all i can , done all i can . yet you could treat me this way .. this just shows how much i mean in your heart .

th pain , is so much that its physical . hurts so much . qiven my all ; & this is what i qot .

2009-08-27T16:31:00.002+08:00

we're back tqt aqain ;

sorry sisters . i kno you quys worry about me etc . but hope you all can understand that i still cant let qo .

i always believed that when two people enter a rs , they should try to make it work till th very end . 说放手就放手 , 我做不到 ..

but dont worry , i kno what i'm doinq . i quess . he promised me some stuff , &vice versa . but if still cant work out , i 拿得起放得下 . [:

&to clarify to some people , i didnt break with him cos of Fifi .

2009-08-26T20:30:00.002+08:00

i tried so hard , tried so hard to treat you better than any of your other ex did before . yet , you cant qive what i want . honesty &tx .

fuck me . fuck my heart . quys are never to be believed . you just proved me v v riqht .

2009-08-25T17:15:00.001+08:00

happy birthday JunXianq !

q'lucks to you in your life , hope you'll be able to find your Ms Riqht , hope you'll have success with your uni when you start in oct , &with your attachments .
keep in touch uh . [:

2009-08-24T18:44:00.006+08:00

riqht here , riqht now , i'm lookinq at you . cos you mean everythinq to me ..

~~Fifi~~
this qirl , althouqh knowinq my Bf qot Gf , still wants to qo his house when i'm not around . quite slut uh . been callinq her for days but she didnt dare to pick up . so i put her number here . any quys interested can have it . she should be very loose .

damn pissed off today . went to do my pedi . let my manicurist , Jenny , choose a desiqn &colour for me . was really pretty . less than 10min , teacher stepped on my foot . went back &they help me patch it up , but i was not really happy . cos i do nails it must be perfect . dk today so suei or what , i qoinq up escalator step too fast . kanna th other foot . * qive up * tmr qoinq to redo my two toenails . no nail art for now . -.-

2more days , baby♥ .

2009-08-20T19:15:00.002+08:00

what do i mean to you ?

to you , i mean little .
to you , i seem to be a nuisance .
to you , i seem like someone who tramples on your freedom .
to you , i seem like someone who should qive in to your every whim .
to you , i seem like someone who shouldnt have a mind of her own .
to you , i seem like someone who must qive up my character &fit to be someone YOU want .
to you , i seem like someone who should accept all your flaws .
to you , i seem like someone who should be perfect .
to you , i seem like someone who is perfect of qivinq in to you .
to you , i seem like someone who is capable of forqivinq you everytime you make a mistake .
to you , it doesnt matter even if i'd treat you better than any other Gfs ever treated you .
to you , it doesnt matter i'd always been qivinq in to you .
to you , it means one thinq for yourself &another for me .
to you , i dont have feelinqs at all .
to you , i was some naive qirl who believe th web of lies spun in th beqinninq .

trust , do you kno how fraqile it is ? it takes 10 truth to cover 1 lie . you cannot blame me .

2009-08-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

did you kno ;
i told you so has a brother . he's name is shut th hell up .

for you , i'd done far more . i'd went miles further than i'd ever went ..

E for chinese . ): think compo went out of point . have to retake .

2009-08-18T18:52:00.003+08:00

did you kno ,
G R A D E S stands for qrowth , resource allocation , achieve balance of payments , distribution of income , employment , stability of prices ?

ystd brouqht baby♥'s mother qo watch 吓到笑 , cos she 18years never watch movie liaos . went suntec there buy tickets . th auntie tear th ticket until damn jialat . was pissed off , cos i wanna keep de . then now not perfect liao . watched . i think i is 笑到吓 . kept hidinq behind baby♥ okay . cos th stories can relate with real life . &i watch liao v happy dont need qo ns . :/

i wanna watch G.I. Joe , final destination ! pardon about th lack of pictures . hadnt been able to upload recently ..
anw , buy me on friends for sale &owned ! much thanks . :D

2009-08-11T18:33:00.005+08:00

i feel your love ;

baby♥ just now came to find me for lunch after reportinq at hq . left class at 11.15 to meet him . had lunch at macs then qo parkway walk around . after that , pei him wait for bus then qo back class . v lonq never eat lunch with baby♥ liao . <3 very sweet hor ?

Liza's lao bu , hope you wont so kp . must qet your facts riqht . in th first place , also not he rape your dauqhter or say dont want th child . is you dont want . then now how can ask people pay ? moreover , last time she stay his house , use th water , electricity , food , ciq , all how to calculate ? when she made him do wronq thinq &kanna cauqht , how to pay back ? 做人要有头脑 , then you'll be able to survive . no wonder your dauqhter so kp , you this mother pass down de . cant blame your dauqhter then , i quess .

2009-08-09T14:42:00.002+08:00

happy national day

happy birthday Sinqapore ,
&happy birthday JunHao !
sorry ystd cant join you for drinkinq . [: but you should have enjoyed yourself with your Gf anw .

hope you rmb what i've said to you , your promises . it takes 2hands to clap . you want this rs to continue , so do i . so hope we'll put it our best to continue walkinq down this road . since we chose to be toqether ;

2009-08-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

i hope , i hope ..

idk how much i can trust you .
what you say , what you do .
if i do trust you , will i reqret it one day ?

since th day we qot toqether , people have been tellinq me thinqs . but i still choose to be with you , cos i dont think you will betray me .

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but it ~~doesnt~~ mean i'm not afraid .

2009-08-06T17:52:00.001+08:00

recoverinq nicely from my damn bad bout of sickness . left sore throat now . people are commentinq i sound like a rocker chick HAHA . * too bad i dont look like one * tmr is friday , &i see a lonq weekend ahead ! happy . :D bloq quite dead , quite lazy to bloq these days ..

2009-08-02T13:30:00.005+08:00

after a storm , there will always be peace .
just like th waves crashinq on th shore , when they subside , th beach is at peace aqain .

now addicted to facebook qame fish a fish ! people should try . damn damn cute lols . whole week passed by aqain , without really studyinq . wtf am i doinq ?

ystd as baby♥ opened th door , Coco , Yoyo &Chocolate ran out . in th end , only Yoyo come back . Coco &Chocolate run down from 13th floor to downstairs LOL . baby♥ damn anqry . a man who just wake up is a qrumpy man . :/ went down to fetch them .

2009-07-29T17:32:00.000+08:00

qrats Nick on his newborn son Jayven . [:
hope you will patch with Stacey soon ..

halfway mark of th week ! countinq down to thurs &fri . :D Benja commented that i dye red very suitable for me . then i ask why . he say cos i always on fire . ._. HAHA but i quite like th colour . think qoinq to stick to this colour for quite awhile . [:

2009-07-28T18:23:00.001+08:00

Happy one month to Sin Linq . :D

sister ah , just text Simon la kay ? he damn nice to you ley . which quy can confidently admit he waited for a qirl tx for 5years ? which quy can confidently admit when they tqt liao , th qirl wants what , he will qet for her . drive her around . send her home everyday . even thouqh he in ns , he everyday still drive you to &fro from school . dont cos of small thinqs quarrel or say break up lahs . can be tqt is fate . hope to see you 2 celebrate your 7month on th 1st kay ? next year v day we 3couples qo celebrate tqt . [:

SIMON ! better treat my sister well okay . see i so qood speak up for you . treasure your chance . ;D

2009-07-26T08:46:00.003+08:00

happy one month ,

happy birthday to Adrian on his 20th birthday &
happy birthday to Allen on his 17th birthday .
:D may all your wishes come true !

* me*

* baby eatinq ice cream *

2009-07-23T19:47:00.003+08:00

只在乎天长地久 , 不在乎曾经拥有 .

in th morninq , went bedok hq close case . henq sia . next time cannot be so careless le . went parkway do my pedi . [: mummy paid . then headed to vjc for listeninq compre . dammit , paper say 2.30 start , in th end 3 then start . &i was stuck in a room all china people . ._. why no sinqaporeans take A lvls as private candidates ! end liaos , bus-ed to find baby♥ .

tmr , lunch with th people at swensens . cos Jesslyn cant join us for lunch anymore when her qrandparents qo back . ><

ps. dye-inq my hair red soon aqain . mummy v nice , my atm . D:

3more days to our 1month , baby♥

2009-07-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

removinq taqboard . lookinq for nicer ones . last taq :

21.07 18:16
LING♥ ; - Candy : hahas i restartinq audi . when i restart will tell you . :D

2009-07-20T16:29:00.003+08:00

say what you please , words doesnt hurt me .

come come , let me practice my qp writinq skills . :D
i always thouqht sinqapore is a modern society now . you kno , sommore 2009 liaos . shouldnt have much talk about qanqs &everythinq . &anyone , i do mean anyone with a brain will kno that with a criminal record in sinqapore , basically your future here is over . cos althouqh th qovernment is pushinq for second chances for these people , doesnt mean everyone has a receptive mindset yet . havinq a qood education is important , because its like one of th easier ways to earn money &survive here where th hiqher cert you have , th better you are .
if you are like damn lian / benq , you cant rely on it for meals . if you are like damn smart &nerd , people find you taiji , you qq . so its best to have a balance in between both sides . who defines lian / benq ? you ? lian / benq = smokes , clubs , take druqs , tattoos , criminal records , taiji everyday ? that is sterotypinq lo . &that is your defination i quess . no matter what , i more lian than how benq you are can liao . &i dont really qive a damn to what you think ? cos you're like , of no importance to me you kno .
&as i have mentioned that time , i dont entertain spammers . spam all you like , i dont qive a hoot . call th police for all i care . i wouldnt mind . just fuck off &qet a life . try it , okay ? you're like in ns liao . &still spamminq . dont you find it childish ? i qot spam your dead bloq ? want money ? ask my ex lo . rob bank . qo be beqqar . steal . as i'm sure you're very professional at . if not .. wait lo . lols .

2009-07-17T12:03:00.001+08:00

我的心里只有你没有他 ..

oral later . sians . didnt qo to school in th morninq . now at baby♥'s house use com . supposed to send me there later . dk he can wake up not . ): piqqqqqqqqq ~ sleep sleep sleep !

2009-07-13T19:55:00.003+08:00

baby♥ , thanks for helpinq me afk those niqhts , wakinq up every few hours to help me feed them . helpinq me play my fb . your sweet testimonials on fs . sorry now that everythinq is qone . i really do appreciate all that you've done for me . sorry ystd niqht let you worry , cos hanq up i imm fall asleep liao . dont worry , i will never leave you .

260609 , 1755

ps . add me back on fs &fb by th links . thanks . [:

2009-07-12T17:23:00.003+08:00

a motherfucker deleted my fs , fb &chanqe my msn email . TAN HAN LONG , watch out nnbcb . sure let you reqret . can th qypsy from draq me to hell come teach me how to put curse ? i also wanna curse Han Lonq . DULAN . v v v dulan .

after all that i've done for you , we've been throuqh , after all that i've spent on you . lies , lies lies . that time before you qoinq in ns , i no money liao . you ask me borrow from friends . now break liao , return me 50 nia , still delete my accounts . i despise you .

new email : linqqq@live.com

2009-07-11T14:14:00.002+08:00

baby♥ is th sweetest . [: went for tuition ystd , baby♥ sent me . thouqht he would leave after that . but th lovely boy waited for me till my tuition ended . * iloveyou baby♥ ! * after that , met his parents , sister &qrandma at lavender for steamboat . his dad sent me home aftermath . was a really qreat day with baby♥ . lauqhed non-stop , esp on th bus . lols . like a pair of idiots . <3

2009-07-08T11:15:00.006+08:00

this is true , this is fate , &toqether we see it cominq ..

ystd quarreled with baby♥ until damn jialat , left th house &th mum came out too . sorry auntie let you worry . :/ but me &baby♥ okay liao . so people dont worry . [: at niqht , baby♥ msq Yinq behind my back lor ! still say my fb lame . ): * dk who's th one helpinq me play also lor *

just reported to parkway hq , must qo back aqain . cos th io say report not out yet . ._. waste my time . but qood is can skip lesson . :/ months away to A lvls . i kno i'm supposed to start studyinq , but always damn lazy . :/ chionq ar chionq !

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/edited
Moon , i'm qlad you have made this decision . no matter what , you kno that i'm always here for you ! how we were there for each other 5years aqo , how is it now , &how it would be in th future . look forward &move on with life , you'll never fall . cos when you stumble , i'll be there . sisters f.o.r.e.v.e.r . <3

2009-07-05T21:21:00.003+08:00

met Yinq in th morninq to qo off for our tuition . reached bishan , had a damn lonq time findinq th place . turned out we had reached before that but we didnt kno HAHA . sadly , no lessons . so went down to j8 for our lunch .

2009-07-05T08:04:00.002+08:00

sometimes , some thinqs cannot be forced .

i wonder if you still miss her .
i wonder if you still love her .
i wonder if you still think of her .
i wonder if you can ever forqet her .
~~i wonder ..~~

2009-07-04T20:37:00.003+08:00

2-faced people ; * ssssssssssss *
Serene in th end dont dare meet lol . * cowers *

/edit
lol she said sorry . whatever , just disappear from our lives . slut .

2009-07-03T21:31:00.005+08:00

4more months to a lvl . x.x haha stressed sia . startinq econs tuition on sunday . [: quai hor ?

cant read my , cant read my
no he can't read my poker face
( she qotta love nobody )
cant read my , cant read my
no he cant read my poker face
( she qotta love nobody )

2009-07-01T20:58:00.004+08:00

lies that never stopped , paper cant hide fire . what you do , you kno it .

baby♥ wanted to brinq me watch ice aqe 3 today . but i want save money . so qo his house slack , use com . his mother today cook alot of food sia , damn nice . :D yay happy ! after exams qonna ask his sis intro me at pub work . [:

* one of baby♥'s doq . cute riqht ! *

* boliao baby♥ *

* baby♥ shy *

2009-06-30T20:16:00.008+08:00

ystd went kallanq leisure with baby♥ &Sammie . while waitinq for th show , played photo hunt . reached until lvl17 . qonna try till reach lvl 20 ! baby♥ cauqht me a pooh bear with only 3bucks . [:

<3 it loads .

watched transformers . damn lonq , but fuckinq nice ! walked to mac aftermath for dinner . otw , talked about Serene . dulan .

* Sammie &baby♥ *

today , baby♥ came to find me for lunch after reportinq at bedok hq . wanted eat with Jesslyn they all , but chanqe . headed to suntec for our show . qhosts of Gf's past . damn touchinq sia , all honqsters must watch ! cried at one part then baby♥ damn kan chionq . =p now waitinq for th mum cook dinner finish . but just now at suntec damn suei , saw someone . then she qo da xiao bao qao to Han Lonq . LOL he kno i attached liao ? quess they really beforehand pa kao hou liao .

baby♥ , i really enjoy th times spent with you . you very nice , very sweet to me . [: so dont worry kay ? 260609 , 7.55pm

2009-06-28T09:45:00.006+08:00

if i walk away in front of you , what will you feel ?

supposed to meet baby♥ ystd when he wake up . in th end i from 2 draq till 5 liddat then reach . :/ baby♥ kpkb th whole way HAHA . went up his house wait for his friend . his 5doqs freakinq th cute okay . D: when you walk in machiam doq show . then while i was in th room , qot 1 doq peer in th room . he saw me lookinq at him then turn back . lol cute hor ! :D in th end , th friend dua us .

so cab down to chinatown meet his other friends . headed down to pub , qot someone’s birthday . th pub quite borinq sia , but at least relax type . then qot this uncle keep talkinq to me &baby♥ . HAHA ask baby♥ dont hua xin must treat me well . =p baby♥ you hear liao ah ! if not you qo tattoo a rose at your chest LOL . then tell us next time must come often .

walked to mrt cos Bear want withdraw money . then at there realise Gerald just now qot come find Bear . then i immediately call him kp . cos say hao he come Chinatown liao call me . meet up . turned out we missed each other machiam drama . like i walkinq to there then at th same time he walkinq away . more pek chek is i after that qot call him ask where is he . he say at sub court there . turned out he at people’s park complex th next buildinq there . -.- irritatinq riqht ! nvm , next time then meet . [: qo drink tqt . he always ask me qo drink one . th friends went off so me &baby♥ went to wait for his parents come pick us up qo eat supper .

baby♥ , i wont leave you de , dont worry . provided you dont honq &we never keep quarrelinq . :/ these few days with you damn sweet . but just dont put all of your heart in first . must protect yourself . ily . [:

2009-06-27T07:03:00.005+08:00

i never knew you were this way ;

if you really think that i'm honqster , yeah , i'm one . [: why shouldnt i chanqe my love towards someone if th person doesnt treasure me ? how many chances did i qave you ? your friends dk anythinq about us . they qot th riqhts to scold me ? you think so ? LOL . whatever you wanna think la . &you ystd niqht qo clubbinq ? ic ! hf pickinq up xmm ah . :D quite disappointed that you would stoop so low to hurl barbed insults at me , when i didnt nth wronq . i keep quiet because i deem fit , just like how certain thinqs you kept from me . &i just didnt reply you for a couple of hours . x.x not like you ? kept lyinq till you cant before apoloqizinq . whatever th case , you said dont contact anymore , then dont . if you want xinqan to be on your side too , up to you .

&about En , you &i kno perfectly well who is th one who ka her jiaowei , that time you say want jio her out is about what . since you now ka mine , then nvm . let you feel qreat in front of another person . [:

talked to baby♥ ystd from 10 till like 3 . lols , planned to qo sleep de . then i received some msqes damn dulan . so baby♥ call me till 4+ . shaq sia now . sleep a couple of hours only , later at niqht still qoinq drinkinq . yawns .

2009-06-26T20:13:00.003+08:00

7.55pm , a time to remember .

2009-06-25T09:43:00.001+08:00

不说出的温柔 ;

sellinq iphone at 850 - 900 , price neqotiable . never been used before . email me at th-sweetromance@hotmail.com for more details . [:

Adel , please take care of yourself okay ! why you two brothers buanq within th same short period of time sia . HAHA Wei Lun's bike must be cursed . :/ Xinqan , meet up soon ah ! :D i wanna try l4d . ;D

2009-06-24T18:19:00.004+08:00

There's a first time for everythinq ..

addicted to it , always commitinq it . thouqh i kno its wronq , but i still do it for th thrill . never thouqht that i would be cauqht one day .. th day has finally came . thanks for all th people who were so concerned for me . Yinq , Hanshino , Gerald , Han Lonq , Priscilla , , Xianq , Jun Xianq . i thouqht my future is over .. but turned out still qot second chance . learnt my lesson . [: thanks for my mother for cominq to bail me out .

i will studyyyyyyy hard . [:

2009-06-22T07:35:00.005+08:00

* trees like road *

" advice you to listen to your friend &stop arquinq la .. insult people your only skill huh .. "

HAHA i thouqht it takes 2 hands to clap , &he's th one who was continuinq arquinq like a idiot . :/ nvm . nope , not my only skill . just insultinq you . :D lauqhs , some more , only a fucker will keep askinq me meet him behind my Bf's back . dont you think ? D: as i remember correctly too , that time i just complained twice to you that friends seemed more important to him . twice . but your insults ? way after i stopped complaininq too . &th worst part , you dk him . tsktsk~~tsk~~ . JC boy ? HAHA dont believe . :D * okay i'm really sure he no balls . he chanqe bloq link HAHA *

okay anw main point . Dom's last book out .
hadnt planned to qo out ystd . but after learninq its his last day of freedom in 3months , prepared &went to meet them . cabbed to bishan meet Dom , Tessa &Han Lonq . haha alot of break ups nowadays . train-ed to town , where we met Adeve &Adel . stone at arcade watchinq them play . Han &Jasmine came shortly . walked to parklane supposedly play lan , but th quys were lured by th arcade aqain . ): so me &Han Lonq also qo play HAHA . audi-ed one hour . wheets ballroom dance damn cute okay . add me in audi ! :D ate at mac , stoned at cathay before train-inq home . Dom , take care inside uh ! jy for your course . :D

2009-06-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

Te amo , it says it all . 我要每天都爱你 .

i dont kno if people are truly out to betray you , or unwittinqly . but i dont care . [: one more friend is better than one more enemy . just dont take me for an idiot .

2009-06-16T12:11:00.007+08:00

* no make up *

also dk what i'm feelinq now . heard thinqs that i didnt expect to hear . quite disappointed . but its over . you said you want to stop contact , i'm okay with it . really . please stop chanqinq your mind . no contact = no false hopes = no quilt .
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i still miss ~~you~~ . i wish that moment we had is ours to own it . that hours in your arms , felt so familiar yet far away . when will you ask me ? i do want you .

pictures have all been uploaded . you can choose to click on th label pictures , or qo by month from february , cos i didnt label th more recent posts . [:

2009-06-14T15:53:00.002+08:00

Celebrities weekend at CHC .

met Moon early at 8 . helped prepare finish th food for picnic . went kfc for their breakfast . haha first meal in 3days . :/ cabbed to expo as wasnt enouqh time . so lonq never see everyone already , a lil awkward at first . celebrities like Vaness Wu , Milk , F.I.R &several other sinqers &beauty queens came . love them sia ! &qot a video shown super touchinq . about th kids in china . we teared . :/ after church , went to east coast . slacked awhile before headinq off cos Moon tired .

2009-06-13T10:50:00.002+08:00

Bee i miss you .

didnt eat for th whole day . in th end at niqht almost had qastric . :/ so ate 5pieces of biscuit .

some old pictures .

2009-06-12T08:11:00.007+08:00

Adeve's POP

* on th way to meet Adeve's mother *

* waitinq .. waitinq .. waitinq *

* finally start liao *

* Adeve ! *
* HAHA Dom shy qet qirl's number :/ *

* while waitinq for Adeve *

2009-06-09T07:44:00.005+08:00

last saturday , outinq to town . went to have lunch at lonq john with Han Lonq . Adel , Adeve &Xinqan came shortly afterwards . hahaha damn funny they play with my extentions .

* cute hor :D *

* train-ed down to ps *

wait wait wait . bored people . saw Tofu at zone x . finally , Dom , Tessa , Han &Helena came down . slacked around at arcade . train-ed home with Adel &Adeve afterwards .

2009-06-03T22:04:00.007+08:00

Moon's father second death anniversary .

headed down to school to accompany her &her mum . school screwed up ; pissed about it . watched TV ! HAHA now turninq into aunty liao , followinq up on serials . watched monsters vs aliens . damn cute okay . :D HAHA . Eric's friends must be step one cool . :/ wandered around before cabbinq home .

* HAHA Jun Xianq cute hor *

i wanted to qive you a surprise on your birthday . i called Xinqan , planned . left Adeve a comment &texted him * couldnt qet throuqh * . left a taq on Tessa's board . askinq if she's free . almost bouqht th cake 2days back . but th person said i must collect it on that day . so i decided to wait till friday . its a qood thinq i didnt i quess , since you've planninq but failed to inform me .
we're driftinq apart . we dont talk on phone anymore . we rarely msq . when th day comes , i'll be brave enouqh to let qo .
拿得起放得下 .

2009-06-02T19:52:00.000+08:00

When i say somethinq 3times , it means i really mean it .
ily , ily , i-

holiday next week . shiok sia . finally can wake up late ! chi paper over already . hope can at least qet b3 . q'lucks to Gf for your h3 paper on friday . can de . :D:D

2009-05-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

Somethinq is missinq , &you kno it .

Happy birthday Bernard . :D
had lunch with Priscilla , Jun Xianq , Kharuna &Jesslyn today at swensens ! yummy . as they're havinq a special promo one for one , we had a feast . :D totally enjoy th times spent with them . cos of them , they totally made my days at th centre pass so much more quickly . <3 you quys !

2009-05-24T09:12:00.002+08:00

June 1 , chi paper ! omfq . plus i need to report at 7.30am at some GCE centre or sth at tionq bahru ? anyone kno where issit ?

there's so many movies i wanna watch in cinema ! &now currently chionq-inq my huan huan ai . D: i cried at one part okay HAHA . super touchinq , thouqh some parts a bit cheesy .
> niqht at th museum 2
> terminator
> monsters vs aliens
> ice aqe 3
qot another one &i cant rmb th name HAHA . stm .

2009-05-18T22:10:00.006+08:00

2009-05-17T13:47:00.007+08:00

bouqht this lovely pencil box for only $10 ! ask me nicely &i miqht tell you where i qot it . =p

met up with twins , Res &Simon for dinner . THEY WERE FREAKING LATE OKAY . mai siao siao lao bu waited for them . -.- cabbed home afterwards .

2009-05-16T14:18:00.005+08:00

hit counter just reached 20k ! thanks to all my lovely readers . :D

ystd went to did mani with nail art . freakinq chio . &it just costs me a
cheap 30bucks . * winks

2009-05-07T18:30:00.002+08:00

lunched with Priscilla &Jun Xianq durinq lunch time . meetinq ♥Baby tmr ! i cant wait . :D:D ily ♥Baby .
startinq to upload pics already . when done , will inform . [: stay tuned !

2009-05-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

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2009-05-05T21:24:00.005+08:00

Grats Gf for qettinq qold with honours at SYF choir competition 209 ! :D

i realise my bloq is devoid of pictures of a lonq lonq time . so i really really wanted to start uploadinq ALL of my pictures . but my com ain't cooperatinq with me . not my fault . ): earlier in th day , my haul came to over $200 . ;D

2009-05-03T18:47:00.003+08:00

When lies are found one after another ,
feelinqs fade faster &faster .
some thinqs cannot turn back time .
one last chance ,
you promise you will treat me well & not let me wait for nothinq .
remember it .
last chance .

2009-05-03T11:05:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Han ytd .
[:
many wishes &last lonq with Tessa !

2009-04-26T10:14:00.002+08:00

when there is a crossroad in front ,
one that th temptation is hard to resist ,
yet th other you ~~cant~~ let qo .
tell me ,
how do i choose ?

i want ..
: harry potter chinese version
: watch finish all th shows that i wanted to watch [ so many thinqs , so little time ]
: qet a chinchilla
: full back qeisha
: pass A lvls
: someone to tell me , how should i choose .

2009-04-17T12:03:00.004+08:00

Did anyone read th newspapers recently , about th supposedly "18 year old private school qirl" ?

she said , she's sellinq her body to pay for her private school fees which amounts to 16k . &her parents are too poor to pay , her Bf is doinq illeqal thinqs . thus , she doesnt want to increase th burden on her parents , nor use th "dirty" money of her Bf . but .. what she doinq , is th money very clean either ?

&she's rentinq a flat with 4 other roommates . th rent is like , 1k per month . if her family really has difficulties , why doesnt she stay with them ? why pay th unnecessary rent ?

she has also posted photos &nude photos of herself online , sayinq her parents &Bf doesnt kno what is she up to . i doubt it . surely her Bf's friends would notice &tell him . moreover , after Lian He Wan Bao came out a report about her , she removed her photos online . timinq that she are free &places to meet are stated nicely too .

i doubt that she is really a student at all . private school doesnt have any uniform . &she says to those clients who doesnt believe , she can wear her school uniform . isnt that like tellinq them what is her school too ?

any comments ?

2009-04-12T12:36:00.004+08:00

What qives you two think ,
you have th riqht to comment about me when your own Bfs are worse ;
&you dont kno me ?

&precisely my point ,
if you dont like me playinq with your brother whom both of us are close to ,
how will i like it when you play with qirls you are close to but i am not ?

Happy Birthday Gf . <3
18th ! totally leqal . ;D

2009-03-25T12:21:00.005+08:00

Th promise ,
that thinqs will chanqe back to how it was at th beqinninq .

saturday's zoo outinq ! i cant wait . :D

no matter what , we're still be toqether .
/edit .
why when i always start to believe that thinqs will be better i'll find out somethinq that makes me feel so tired ? rs is all about honesty isnt it ? one of th thinqs you said riqht from th beqinninq , dont hide thinqs from each other . now i wonder how many thinqs did you hide &qot away with it . &even more importantly , can i trust you still ? will thinqs still be kept hidden or lied to aqain ?

2009-03-24T12:12:00.001+08:00

when thinqs start qoinq downhill ,
i cant really be bothered ~~anymore~~ .

drinkinq session with Jun Hao soon ! HAHA very lonq never see that fucker liaos . dont always emo . ._. no pay , not worth it ! talked to Mei Gwan.SIS ytd on phone . freakinq miss her manzx . qoinq 2months never see her liao . ):

please tell me , how to let your feelinqs stay .
please tell me , how to kno when is it time to let qo .
please tell me , how to not be bothered anymore .
anyone ?

2009-03-23T12:20:00.006+08:00

met up with Ah Rui in th afternoon with Han Lonq ytd . accompanied him to eat , then made plans to qo lan after he qo home &chanqe into his uniform . waited 1hour+ , called him . then he qave us a very nice bombshell that he buanq . x.x Han Xianq went to pick him up &qo see doctor , so meet Tessa slack . Wei Loon came afterwards . talk alot of cock , &qave us alot of food for thinkinq . ate , then called them . Ah Rui in operation room . we were like wth lah HAHA . wanted to rush down but Han Xianq say just came out . so waited at north for them . qot this cat stuck on top of th shelter . we rescued it ! yay qood deed of th year . D:

* Ah Rui's hand ! lucky not on his other hand cos qot full anqkonq *

wont be able to meet ♥Baby for 3whole qoddamn days . ):

2009-03-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

when thinqs start to chanqe ,
you kno inside your heart very well .
you're just ~~refusinq~~ to admit it .

2009-03-09T12:59:00.002+08:00

seriously i'm damn pissed off okay . here i was , readinq throuqh XiaXue's bloq , suddenly received a text from my teacher he would be late blah blah so lesson shall start at 1.30 &end at 4.30 instead . when i told him i qot somethinq on , he say okay then he wont photocopy th notes &we shall makeup durinq th next lesson . i mean HELLO ?? did he think i'm a no-lifer who has nothinq to do then stone around while waitinq for his schedule to be free ? i mean come on . you're a teacher aint you supposed to be responsible for your own self ? yet i dont see that when i came in late you did make up for me . fuck you manzx . eqoistic bastard .

&HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XINGAN .
i'm so sorry i forqot your birthday is ytd .
):

2009-03-05T12:17:00.005+08:00

once its time to let qo ,
no matter how hard it will be ,
i'll stand on my own feet &survive without you two .
cos ~~contary~~ to your belief , there are true friends whom you can depend on .

2009-02-19T18:43:00.007+08:00

Lauqhs , th qirl private her damned bloq ! HAHA must be cause she kno she is th one who's fucked up . i dont really care , cos in th past only when she needed to kno about Xin Gan then she will contact me . other times she jitao mia . so .. do i miss this " friend " ? NOPE .

Xin Gan , jy for your exams tmr . :D

i dont deny or hide thinqs that i've done , cos i can take responsibility . what about you ?

2009-02-11T20:45:00.002+08:00

friend : call your parents by Mr. &Mrs.
best friend : call your parents by dad &mum

friend : has never seen you cry
best friend : has always been th one you look for when you cry

friend : asks you for food &drink
best friend : qo straiqht to th fridqe &make themselves at home

friend : asks you to write down your number
best friend : asks you for their own number cos they cant remember it

friend : borrows your stuff for a couple of days before returninq
best friend : has a closet full of your stuff

friend : only kno a few thinqs about you
best friend : could write a bioqraphy about your life

friend : will leave you behind if that's what th crowd is doinq
best friend : will always be with you

Lee Yinq Tinq , you're my love . [:

2009-02-09T05:41:00.005+08:00

went down to find Mei Gwan.SIS ytd . cabbed down , &went for lunch . Res appeared from nowhere HAHA .

sweet couple . :D

slacked at her workplace , &talked to Xin Gan on phone . i tell you ah , HE sucks okay ! th day before , he texted me at 8+ . said he reachinq home &would call me after he done his stuff . quess what time th qenius called ? FREAKING 2AM . he went out aqain . -.- then he told me about th xxxxx . HAHHAHA , aqain , i state my sentiments . LAME . Mei Lin.SIS &Simon drove down , &we went to imm for fish &co . th fish fuckinq not nice lor . -.- i eat halfway i really no appetite for it liao . bouqht a pair of slippers too . Mr. S then drove us home . :D

2009-02-05T12:26:00.003+08:00

Can i have this dance ?

after almost a week of lessons , i can officially say i'm shaq , i'm tired , &if this continues , i wont be able to take it . ): qettinq up in th morninq is qettinq harder &harder . i seriously hope i can do well this year okay . if not .. i just qonna turn crazy &qo on a murderinq spree HAHA . first on my list would be Xin Gan , then Jun Hao , then i'll think about who are th idiots who bully me &they would be next . ;D so must treat me well if you treasure your life okay !

found this internet cafe opposite . damn cheap ; 1buck per hour . AHHA i kno where will i be spendinq my lunch hours already .

~~dont do this to me , i dont wanna us qettinq distant .~~

2009-02-02T17:14:00.001+08:00

fear pulls you back into th past ,
qreed prevents you from movinq forward .

first say of sch today . shitty workload . i see th econs textbook .. * qroans * hope i can be fully equipped to take A levels this year ! its also damn bloody cold there okay . ma de . i would have thouqht i teleported to antarctica or sth .

anw !
look at this lovely smoke tubes .

pretty isnt it ? &qoinq for a special special price of $10 per dress ! interested ? email me . [:

2009-01-31T18:00:00.003+08:00

NEWSFLASH : i cant wear contacts for 2qoddamn weeks . ): cos of overdue rubbinq , qot infection . i must constantly remind myself not to rub anymore . =/

went to find Jason just now . cos he lost 1k plus these three days then he super emo HAHA . cabbed down ; as it started raininq , told th uncle to turn in . he ask me need to pay not . i say before 10mins dunnid . i qo up they tell me i just cost th uncle $3.50 . HAHA i bet he cursinq me all th way . but i also not purposely de ! ): slacked there awhile at their hidey-hole . surprisinqly , quite comfy ; &fully stocked with tibits &drinks . th sweet quy even asked what tibits do i like , so he can buy &put there . so when i qo find them , i have sth to munch on . afterwards , took cab off &he stuffed money into my baq .

~~valentine dayyyyy . ;D~~

2009-01-29T12:12:00.004+08:00

hold me tiqht , pull me close , &tell me you will never let me qo .

HAHA , sinqle for a month liao . never been sinqle for so lonq before . =/ kinda enjoy it thouqh . last day of work today ! &sch will be startinq on 2feb . faints *

i miss Gf fuckinq much man . ): &Sisters ! will be findinq Mei Gwan tmr at her workplace . * see , i this sister so steady . always qo pei you *

Xin Gan went arcade ytd . HE CAUGHT A FUCKING CUTE MICKEY . ask him teach me , he say need skill . cannot teach . meanie just jianq LOR . HAHAHHA , you owe me a day out hor !

2009-01-25T10:44:00.013+08:00

town with Gf ytd ! her parents sent us to buqis .

bouqht a vest from buqis street before lunchinq at yoshinoya . mrt-ed to cine to buy tickets for bride wars . let's cam-whore in toilet . :D

after buyinq tickets , cabbed to far east . wanted to do nails , but either full / too ex . &didnt feel worth it . so just shopped around .

HAHA i bouqht shades , which came in just handy . Gf .. shh ! =/ bride wars ! lonq awaited movie with Gf . :D

aftermath .

mrt-ed with her till aljunied where her parents were pickinq her up . they asked me to join them &their relatives for dinner but i refused . cabbed home . &afterwards was really damn fucked up . thanks for Xin Gan , Jun Hao , Gf &Jason . really much thanks . i love you quys . [:

Jason called me at 1plus , after everyone else was asleep . talked till 3 . haha he let me bully himmm . =/ haha thanks for talkinq to me thouqh you were damn tired . :D

2009-01-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

I paste a smile so he wouldnt see .

this new year , doesnt feel like a new year at all . instead of startinq with a banq , it started with a siqh . so many thinqs happened , &time seemed to pass all too quickly . thank you for all th people around me who have supported me in one way or another , esp this year .

if only i could turn back time .. back to when we were in each other's arms .